heyy look at me im updating! yup.

well probably a lot has happened since the last update, but at the moment not too much is going on.   swimming is done now- another great season. i really do love my swim team... i know we are all really going to miss ryley though

umm yeah so summer swim starts in may so im attempting to get in shape because i havent done crap forever. but yeah.          .. i started to just not give a shit about school and the grades suffered a bit... that wasnt good so i am trying to get those back up so i can get into a good college.   i am starting to look around for colleges a little bit.. its exciting.    i cannot believe that i only have one more year of school left. that is insane. i am ready to graduate and get the hell away, but at the same time, im not. its going to be sad/weird.   but... thats how it goes.

so yeah this summer i am going to be working at EMSPA. haha HELL YES     atleast ill get a good tan whooooooo                     i am so so ready for summer weather and summer break and summer vacations and summer craziness.   cant wait.

been hanging out with the girls more lately, that is wonderful. my friends make me so freaking happy. i love you guys!

yeap so prom is in a couple months.. i originally wasnt gonna go, but now me and johnny are going yay thatll be fun.. now i just gotta find a damn dress.  if anybody has one i could borrow from last year or something thatd be great - let me know

welllllllllllll here are some pictures for your entertainment:

Brian baby and me!! yay  - it was soooo nice to see him again. he is very very missed.

jamesy poo ... heh  

this is my good ol Grandfather Beegan. He's an adorable old person. sometimes he lets some farts slip when he walks up the stairs ..haha gotta love him

this would be miss beautiful chelsea allender on her birthday. she is so damn cute.

annnnd this is some random chick who i dont know at all. but i want her hair. but im not sure if mine would do that... hmmm...

well ya'll i love you very much so leave me comments...

and call me sometime if ya wanna do somethin    705 1240

isnt it sexyy?

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Currently Reading Girl, Interrupted (Vintage) By Susanna Kaysen see related

hey kiddd... wuzzup?

well, this week has been a little stressful at school since the 6 weeks are coming to a close. ive basically just got a bunch of crap i need to do well on.   which is annoying.   but... it happens.

umm well the only reason i felt like updating the xanga was bc i wanted to put these lyrics somewhere where people can read them... it is an amazing song.  i happen to be in love with it at the moment. so yeap.. here they are    enjoy

Still a little bit of your taste in my mouth
Still a little bit of you laced with my doubt
Still a little hard to say what's going on

Still a little bit of your ghost your witness
Still a little piece of your face i haven't kissed
You step a little closer to me
Still i can't see what's going on

Stones taught me to fly
Love taught me to lie
Life taught me to die
So it's not hard to fall
When you float like a cannonball

Still a little bit of your song in my ear
Still a little bit of your words i long to hear
You step a little closer each day
So close that i can't see what's going on

Stones taught me to fly
Love taught me to lie
Life taught me to die
So it's not hard to fall
When you float like a cannon

Stones taught me to fly
Love taught me to cry
So come on courage!
Teach me to be shy
'Cause it's not hard to fall
And i don't want to scare her
It's not hard to fall
And i don't wanna lose
It's not hard to grow
When you know that you just don't know

damien rice- cannonball

sorry if that was long and meaningless to you...  i like it

therrrre we go

Currently Listening Futures By Jimmy Eat World see related

hey ya'll

everything has been pretty dannng good lately.

Will came home last weekend. it was really great to see him, really. good times.

i saw Elizabethtown - it was an awesome movie, though it was a tad bit long. -2 1/2 hours or somethin. but thats my only complaint.    it really makes you want to randomly and spontaneously fall in love or somethin. you like leave the theater with a different outlook. - atleast i did.  but then i was back to the same the next day....    but anyway. go see it, its worth it.

awwww

oh and you should also listen to "hands on deck" by waking ashland. its good good good.

hey look- pictures!!!!!! man i think im gonna go all out on this one--

awwww jennay babay!

this is... random broken arm fourwheeler man. in myrtle.  i really enjoyed this picture.

awwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww

okay, i really dont have any good pictures, but atleast i found out how to put em on here. thats exciting.

kay well im tired and thats all. byebye babyyy

what is up ya'll????  

homecoming is soon.. yayyy... i have some dancing urges that need to be let out.   and im excited to get all made up and everything... it will be funnn. 

swim team started, with the Y atleast. its kind of sucky bc im out of shape and we have this new semi-hardcore coach. shes nice ..buttt.. its tiring.    oh well.

lets see.. ive been hanging out with Talon lately.. which is always good.  he makes me happy.

ya know what?   i miss Brian Miller. and i miss Will.    i really really do. what the crap.  come hommmme.........

well. heres a little quote from josh -the coolest kid ever.                i said "i love chocolate milk"  he says... "it is the nectar of the gods....if the gods' urine was drinkable, it would be chocolate milk....i know it    "

yeah um. i laughed, so yeah.

well everyone have fun and be safe this weekend....    lataa